would you lay here for awhile?

[aftertherockets]

I'm so tired. I want to go to bed, but I can't stop listening to this CD.

Today was craptacular. I hate both of my jobs, I hate being treated like a child who can't be trusted to do something simple. I hate being accused of lying. They accused me of fudging my timesheet, of saying I worked more than I did.

I'm gonna finish out the month, wait until I'm properly moved into my apartment, and then I think I'm done with the Admissions Department of McDaniel College. I can't take their fakeness. I can't take the accusations and the way I'm treated. I shouldn't have to. It's really not worth the money. And I'm so sick of being charming and trying to sell my school to prospectives. Lately I've felt like I've been defending it.

We're under-enrolled for next semester. That's something they don't want everyone to know. I'll tell you who's fault it is. Those stupid obnoxious admissions ladies who spend more time harping on their student workers than actually trying to recruit students who can fill out an Enrolled Student Questionaire properly. Cause I've been inputting data on those, and I swear these people can't read or follow directions. And it pisses me off because these idiots are attending my college right now. And it was those stupid women that let them in.

Grar. I hate my job.

And the kid isn't much better. He's mean and he pouts if he doesn't get his way, and he hits and kicks and punches and snatches and throws things all over the floor. Arrrrrrgh.

Christina came over and we watched stuff and it was much better. And now I need rest. My almost 7-year-old sister's birthday part is tomorrow. So while you all are off enjoying your Saturdays, think of me at Chuck E. Cheese's, surrounded by little children and singing puppets.

Bed. If I can manage to turn this CD off.

Comments

[khai]

In my last week at BK my till was down $40, I didn't steal it and I'm sure I didn't fuck anything up because my tills are never out. But that didn't matter, it's black and white to them.

Who needs crapass jobs anyway, you know? If they're not going to believe you or get to know what kind of person you are! They should know that you wouldn't do that, but they're too lazy and self absorbed to get to know their staff.

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

Gah. It's like, you don't do anything wrong, you think you're doing a good job, and they just look for reasons to pin you down and something to accuse you of, when half the time whatever it is is their fault anyway. :P

It's definitely convinced me that I will in no way be working some kind of conventional job one day where I'm under a gazillion other people who are only out to prove I'm screwing up in some way.

[khai]

We had this crapass manager who's opinion of women in general was obviously low - he'd tell me how to do things when I'd been there longer than he had and I sure as hell knew how to do them! So he threatened me with a formal warning for not following orders (I was serving a customer at the time - duh!) and I said "yeah well, I've leaving in 7 days so I don't really care if you do" :-) haha, funny shit. That was incidentally just before the accusations.

[eowyn797.livejournal.com]

yay! i luuuuurve Ryan Adams :) i'm so glad people are listening to him now...

*imagines the puppets*
*runs away in fear*

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

I've had a bunch of his songs on my computer for a long time now, I just never really got into him enough to buy his CDs. And now I think he's my newest obsession and I'm just gonna go down the line until I own them all. *g*

Off to puppetland now. :P

[boringmachine.livejournal.com]

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