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I hate everything I write.

Everything I do is so pointless. What point is there in going to Target, to Safeway, wasting precious minutes deciding which brand of soda to buy?

I haven't done anything worth talking about in months. Years, maybe.

I'm not good enough. I'm not some skinny punk rock girl who wears too much eyeliner and listens to some crappy emo band. I can post what I want because he says he doesn't read this unless he's bored.


I want a purpose. I feel so directionless. Unmotivated. I'm sitting at this computer right now, instead of doing any kind of homework or you know, sleeping.

But that's all I do anymore anyway. Sleep, eat, go to class/work, eat, sleep.



God, I am so sick of these massive mood swings.

Date: 2004-04-02 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cerulgalactus.livejournal.com
Thats it. Im coming over there to poke you into less-worthlessness, or something.

Date: 2004-04-02 10:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] evergleam83.livejournal.com
Hmm, maybe you should.

I promise I'm not usually like this. :P

Date: 2004-04-02 03:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alisatank.livejournal.com
you know, i hate everything i write too.
i didn't use to, when i was younger (like, middle school high school age)... but then i grew up and realized that it was crap and just stopped writing.

so.

DON'T STOP WRITING! yes, that is my advice. because at least one of us has to... :)


also, since you're feeling bored right now, maybe you should just decide to do something totally random and different and exciting and scary. hell, i'm going to france in 5 months for a whole year... and all of this was decided within like, a two day time frame hehe so it hasn't even really sunk in yet. just something to think about... i hope you feel better!

Date: 2004-04-03 12:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] evergleam83.livejournal.com
Thanks, hon.

And you know. I should do something. Something big and exciting and fun, instead of sitting around this crummy town all the time. I just don't know what to do. :P

That sounds awesome, going to France for a whole year, I know how much you love it there. :) I have a friend living in Strasbourg for the semester. Maybe I should go spend a semester in Europe or something...

Date: 2004-04-03 05:55 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
It doesn't help. You're still inside the same head.

Date: 2004-04-04 12:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] evergleam83.livejournal.com
Well, this is true. But getting out and doing something different would be a thousand times better than sitting here and wallowing. Though I'll probably sit and wallow anyway. ;)

Who is this, by the way? :P

Date: 2004-04-04 07:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alisatank.livejournal.com
a semester in europe would be fun. i bet you'd find writing inspiration too.
good lucking finding something fun :)

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