you say i choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me

[aftertherockets]

I had a dream this morning that I don't remember, but there's this weird image stuck in my head. I'm out in the middle of a desert next to a small stack of metal bleachers. The contrast between the golden-brown sand and the stark blue sky is particuarly vivid. There's a man dressed in a dark suit standing in front of the bleachers, maybe ten feet away from me. I get the distinct impression that he's an undertaker (possibly because he vaguely resembles Michael C. Hall). He turns to face the bleachers, and I do as well, and then I proceed to sign my name in a thick, dark red paste, which doesn't look like blood but I know that's what it's supposed to signify.

It's freaky, because I don't remember anything else in the dream but that, and I keep getting flashes of this guy in a suit standing in the middle of the desert and it's a little unsettling. Freaky brain. I like the dreams where I find out first-hand that Josh Lyman is a sex god much better.

I'm working a lot this week, because I have all next weekend off for Rent. I'm really getting excited, it's been about four years since I saw it on stage. We won't discuss what'll happen if the show isn't awesome. Because it's gonna be awesome. And also Racheal and Christina and Stew are coming, AND ASHLEY WHO I LIVE WITH AND SEE EVERYDAY, so I'm really looking forward to just hanging out with people. I don't really get to do that much anymore.

Though, I did spontaneously drive over to CP to hang out with Stew on Sunday. Which was nice, because we ate at Noodles and went to Target and then he watched Harry Potter with me, because he knows I like it. He's also got my computer case sitting out and it's the coolest thing ever. I'm so glad I went with green. It has aliens on it, too! I'm totally gonna have the coolest computer ever. Or at least in my apartment. ;)

So, it's VM night and life doesn't really suck today, and that's a good thing. Let's hope this keeps up.

Comments

[roxyoi301.livejournal.com]

Oh I see how it is...I'm just not important enough to list in the group of Rent-goers. Phhhfff!

But ohhhhhhh, I didn't know you went with green. Can't wait to see it :)

Dreams are freaky. Glad I don't have them.

I'm taping VM tonight, right? Yes, I am. I knew that. I hope something good happens. No more bad episodes.

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

I changed it just for you. ;)

I thought it was going to be a neon green, but it's a little darker and I like it a lot. I'm excited. :)

Dreams are weird. I guess that's because our subconscious is a weird place.

And yes, please, for I am working. I'll cue the tape for you, 'cause I know I don't want you to tape over last week's ep just yet. ;) I think it's gonna be good. And next week's gonna be good. And yay. It has to be because I *need* it. Though, I don't see how it couldn't be, since that thing I've been waiting for all season is tonight. Lalalala.

[roxyoi301.livejournal.com]

Sidenote: We don't see each other everyday. I didn't see you Sunday :P

Yeah, cueing the tape would be awesome b/c I would hate to tape over something and have you hate me for a week, hehe. Is it the tape labeled VM?

yay for new computers!

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

Haha, I wouldn't hate you. I'd just pine away for my lost scenes of heartbreak. ;) And yes, it is labelled. It's currently in the VCR, too. ;)

(Heh, I didn't see you yesterday, either. *g*)

[roxyoi301.livejournal.com]

So yeah, you haven't seen me since Saturday evening. Therefore, it is important to list me b/c we do not see each other everday :P

[nm973.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you've been watching too much Six Feet Under. I totally get you on the dreams, though, because I had the most fucked up ones last night. Let's just say it was like I was both watching and in Battlestar Galactica, but it was more like a porn movie. AH! I really need these images out of my head!

So, it's VM night and life doesn't really suck today, and that's a good thing. Let's hope this keeps up.

YAY for life not sucking today. I know how that can sometimes be an accomplishment.

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

Heh, I have actually. Which is funny, because I stopped watching BSG in favor of SFU because it kept giving me nightmares. :p ...although BSG porn dreams sound like they could be interesting.

And yes. Yay for life not sucking. :)

[kurosawa.livejournal.com]

That is a freaky dream.

I had a dream recently I was in the Olympics for snowboarding. I have never been on a snowboard. Ever.

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

Hee. Well, clearly you've been repressing some latent desire to win a gold medal in snowboarding.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_titania_/]

Hmmm...sounds very Stephen King to me.

If it makes you feel any better, it gave me the chills.

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

Isn't it creepy? I don't know at the time, but thinking about it now does seem sort of straight out of some psycho-thriller or something.

[bellanut.livejournal.com]

Yikes, that dream is freaky. Wait, you found out that Josh Lyman is a sex god first-hand?!?

Hey, I'm seeing Rent next week too! I knew you were seeing it, but I didn't realize we were seeing it around the same time. I guess that's not SO weird, but I think it's cute.

[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

Why, yes, yes I did. And amazingly, Donna didn't seem to mind. I must have caught him somewhere around S3. ;)

I didn't know your Rent was next week. I'm going Saturday night, when are you guys going? I'm starting to get really excited. I always forget just *how much* I love Rent until I'm listening to it.

(Also? I hope my dreams tonight involve naked!Simon, 'cause wow. Your icon. Mmmm, yes.)