I've been avoiding you...

I apologize. I've been in a general funk lately, and the idea of posting it for all the world (or the 10 people who read this) to see just hasn't been an appealing prospect. There's been the requisite lack of motivation, accompanied by anxiety, mood swings, lethargy, etc. etc. Meh.

Home isn't the best place in the world to be right now. I'm missing the comforts of my campus right now. I want to crawl into my bed in my teeny little room that I miss so much. How is it that that felt more like home than this place does?

Megan's never coming home, Greg's leaving in two days, and I don't really like too many more people around here. And those I do like actually have lives and jobs and other friends. Or just like to sit around and play poker all the time. Bleh. My parental situation is what you could call...rocky...and I don't have a job yet.

That's just the surface. I don't have the time or energy or Internet connection to delve any deeper for you. But I just thought I would let you know that I have indeed been avoiding you, partly because the Internet sucks, and partly because I don't know what to say other than the stuff I don't want to talk about.

That's me, though. Queen of the Avoidance. Detachment. Now there's a healthy way to get through life.